First Obligatory Post

Firstly, gotta thank a certain character, for driving lazy me to shift url and start a new blog all over again. I had been wanting to do that all these while for confidentiality issues but ... aye... the evils of procrastination.

Okie dokie! The First Obligatory Post!

Today is a red letter day for me and many others. It is Valentines' Day, but hey, it's not a red letter day for me in that sense lah. I mean my period came today and boy was that a big relief or what? It was late!

Okay, I digressed. I'm working full shift today because my partner's off. I'm falling asleep fast in front of the blinking computer screen, suffering from an immense hangover and I'm bleeding. And bored, of course.

I read blogs from all over, probably singles mostly, declaring their bitterness for this day.

If you ask me what I think, today is just another day whereby I can ask Julian for present. Like a 2nd birthday, you know? Heh.. I'm a practical girlfriend. I want an IPod nano.

Maybe festivities like this just tend to draw out the loneliness in the people whom are truely alone. Picture this: Everywhere you walk, every couple is extra loving, gifts and flowers, hugs and kisses, airborne heartshaped objects flutter everywhere. Every corner you turn into, couples, couples, more couples! God damn it! Why can't they just stay at home and screw, you wonder.

Maybe it's really just so commercialised after all, or maybe we'd been together for so many donkey years and this officially appointed day of the year for men and women in love, is just losing it's significance (if any to begin with) for me.

I can't really remember what an intitial bud of love felt like. Was it a rush of adrenaline? Fluttering of hearts? Pitter patter pit? Anxiety? Anticipation? Longing? I forgot.

When the inflated passion is punctured, what's left of it might just be good old love, adoration and companionship.

I need to inject some new life in my relationship, maybe the excitement of marriage? Hehe... I hear the siren go off.

I'm fucking bored, ranting and raving.