Now and then.

I am quite sure

I had been exasperating beyond your tolerance level

Many many times throughout these years.

Being brutally blunt and extremely vocal all these while

I have never failed to raise hell for any insensitivities on your part.

I made sure all the air was meticulously cleared before we kissed and made up.

Though it was so crude and extremely brash; I even wince at my own recollections of it.

No wonder I wore you down

I am so sorry I was so barbaric.

But

I wouldn't say my points back then were invalid

I am still proving myself right everyday now

That all I had broached were very real and valid,

I only regretted choosing the wrong ways to put them across to you.

But hey,

Look at us now

Not a squabble not a frown

None of anything else too.

I sometimes wonder if you'd wish yourself back to those good old days

Where there were more tears, but also more laughter.

Where I had more grouses and complaints, but also more love.

Where you would hear more than you would like to hear from me everyday

But at least you knew me.