What happened hur?

"Days of Green Tea Ice-Cream, Strawberries, Mugging, & Irresponsibilities

And so it continues.......

Days merging into days of endless mugging, with near naught going into this muddled brain.

Days of conjuring up bitter green-tea ice-cream from raspberry flavoured ice-cream.

Days of strawberries from Freo markets.......

And more mugging.....

And so it is...the final couple of weeks before the official demise of my time in XXX Uni......and 3 more weeks before my darling flies home to begin an exciting new phase of her academic life, stepping up another rung on the ladder towards our common dream.

Am I excited for her?

DEFINITELY.

Truth is....I can't begin to describe just how proud I am of her....perhaps, this lack of jealousy at the success of another signifies emotional growth.......

Perhaps, it symbolizes something deeper.

Call it listening to the inner child, the innate intuition........whatever it is, I'm gonna miss her during the month we're going to be spending apart......miss our daily dinners together, her laying beside me in bed, the purity of our relationship, regretful of the fact that once back in our beautiful homeland, all this will have to take a backseat.....in the name of respecting the ostracising glares of the society in which we'd both grown up in.

There's something so romantically sweet about my love.....her with-holding her kiss simply because she's got ulcers in her mouth, her incessant worrying about me and how new I am to the dynamics of a gay relationship, her pushing me on to greater heights both academically and emotionally.

Rough ride?

Not really........in fact......no ride has ever been this smooth before.

Irresponsible?

To whom am I being irresponsible to?

No one......not even to myself.

And why am I this sure?

I can't give an answer to that one......just the simple fact that I am. Fullstop.

Perhaps, sometimes, all we need to do is to open our hearts and mind, and ears, to that inner child within us......that gut feeling that has the innate ability to discern between right and wrong, acceptable and unacceptable, and who tells us via that teeny tiny lil' feeling, the gentlest tug at our heartstrings, the lightest hint in our consciousness.

Coz nothing is more honest that that intuition......or whatever else one chuses to call it.

It's there for the simple reason from the moment we were born.......to guide us in the path in which lies our destiny......and away from the dangers that we may inherently stray into should we refuse to listen.

If one would only listen enough.......what kind of struggles and tortures will the person be spared from?"


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Wei's sidenote: Sigh... all my girlfriends are turning lesbian. Self-justifying gays and lesbians. Siao liao lar.....