Tuesday, March 13, 2007

If I knew how, I would have had a title for this...

王菀之 - 我真的受伤了

It never occurred to me that the dull aching pain in me could be so intense

Until the most most vulnerable side of you unveils

Until the sorrow which was never too far beneath the facade you always put up for us resurfaces all at once

Not knowing what to make of this, nor how to react nor respond to it all

I almost panicked when I felt that I could perhaps possibly make a gracious exit

Before I break down too

And start crying for you.

5 comments:

Princess B said...

pain? only feel pain for people who truly deserve your sympathy. some people just get themselves into shit knowingly. so, dont waste your tears on people like these.

Princess B said...

er... what makes you think she is talking about you, mackbaby? And what makes you think i am talking about you? Hee...

And, Kierra, what is it that is so difficult to understand?

Mackbaby said...

Oh, sorry for being presumptuous. Thank God it was not about me then.

I do feel for that guy whoever he is. Sounds like people are gloating and laughing at him

Wei said...

I believed no one here would gloat and laugh at friends.

Even Willie, I think the worst he could do is to gloat when the last girlfriend that dumped him got dumped. Sorry ar, just cannot resist making digs at you.

Actually, it is not that difficult to understand. I believed I have not written anything too personal since several months ago.

That's because there was nothing much personal to write, life was peaceful and there was no roller coaster of emotions.

I do not understand, Mackie, if I could do it so can you.

Maybe it just suddenly occurred to me that life need not be all my wishes fulfilled. I could learn to enjoy my life the way it is, I guess.

Hang in there, lesbian partner.

Mackbaby said...

I appreciate that friends meant well.

But at a time like this, I really don't need another judge and jury.