2007 in a few hours time...

Say goodbye to Year 2006

Another exciting year is passing on

So many milestones that took place this year

It was indeed one of the most memorable year

25 years and counting

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There was love lost,

Love that maybe one day I might find again.

There were friends I thought I m keeping,

Only to lose them again.

There were people I deemed aquaintances,

Whom brought me so much joy and companionship and love,

I could not thank them enough.

For they just always seem to be there,

Least of where I expected them to be,

But when I needed friends most.

I have a family I rediscovered,

(Ashamed to say, at the age of 25...)

I re-evaluated my defination of 'kin' in life,

It means loving unconditionally,

Okay, I promise to try my best at all times.

I have the tendency to sum up everything,

And just give it a big red tick at the end.

I would say I had a good year at work,

Not because I had a smooth sailing one,

Erm, quite the contrary actually.

There were so many times I was this close to throwing in the towel,

Yeah told you I am a quitter.

Dun harp on the virtues of perserverence and determination,

They dun quite work on me,

Just congratulate me I have come this far.

Sitting here, typing the last entry of 2006,

I realise how tired I have been,

How glad I could look forward to next year,

Yet how grateful I am for the family, friends and neighbour.

They were there for me n together with me this year,

For all the good times and the bad.

May we look forward to even better times and more challenges to come,

At least with all of you,

I know I could look forward to so much more.

Happy 2007 to everyone out there

Cheers!

I want to bash your goofy face in and trample on your balls with my heels til you could only pick up the remains with a tweezer and blotter

We hear so many stories about women turning ugly in the face of divorce over assets and alimony.

There are as many stories about men turning shameless in times of divorce.

David once made a personal trip down to my house, shamelessly accompanied by his mother and brother-in-law to ask for alimony after our divorce.

He said he deserved alimony because he spent the best years of his life 'taking care of me'.

Yeah, he took good care to bash me into great shape using the best years of his life.

No no no how could I ever dispute the biggest accomplishment of his life?

What I encountered was probably not worth mentioning. I deserved most of it because I did not fight back, neither did I try to seek help to prevent it from happening. Besides, they are no longer my nightmares, they are all ending very soon.

It does not make me feel proud to mention here what a dumbass I had been for the past 25 years.

I just want to reinforce the fact that yes, there are men whom actually deserve to have all their assets stripped and pay alimony for the rest of their lives.

Stamp "CONDEMNED BY WOMEN'S CHARTER - THE UNFAIR ASSOCIATION OF SINGAPORE BUT SO WHAT WE WON AT THE END SO THERE" on the foreheads.

Better still, tattoo it on them.

I is so angry! Pui pui pui!

Sick on an offday - Make that extremely sick

I was bed-ridden the whole of yesterday, barfing non-stop and having the runs. Being dehydrated to the point I ran on high temperature all day, drifting in and out of sleep for more than 24 hours.

Darn it! This always have to happen on my day off. Blardy hell wasted my only day off of the week.

Still, am extremely touched ; The one whom cancelled all commitments and appointments to take care of me for more than 24 hours without sleep.

Damn it, you always have to do these things to make me cry.

An irritating colleague called a few times yesterday. You know that one you could always trust to call you on your day off. And she never fails to exercise great perserverance and determination too, by calling til you pick up her calls.

She calls to have a good old bitching session. Nevertheless, I was definately not up to it yesterday, so to prevent her from wearing out the batteries on my mobile phone, my duty nurse of the day had to inform her that I was sick and sleeping in.

First thing she did this morning was to call the gallery to find out if I was really sick yesterday or simply avoiding her calls.

Ohhhh.. Fuck fuck fuck, can't believe the extend she would go sometimes!

I hate insecure peepur.

Need not read - It's gonna be a total waste of your time

It still hurts

I hate myself for being so weak

Weak at letting go

Weak at accepting the past as the past

This is so uncool

I dun like myself this way

I just want to be

A cynical and cool spinster whom keeps a dozen cats

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck

Oh I am going to be such a fucktard for saying this

I hate you for leaving this as it is

Oh well, fucking forget it.